One thing about expectation, when you really get your hopes high, boy!!  it really gets real high to the point that I lose reality.

For this past couple of days, trying not to show my excitement, I felt as if I was a 3 year old boy getting his first ice cream. Waiting, waiting and waiting… its the wait that really got me into a frenzy.. And  to act cool as if, nothing really happens. (Yeah, trying not to jinx it).

Upon hearing the news which meant not to be, I really drop down to the level of basement.. Oh boy.. Down and out. Literally, speechless!

Really felt like hiding in a shell if I were a turtle! Oh well, that’s what you get when getting all hopes high. This all sounded like a test.. A test on us.. our characters, patience,  partnership, and love for one another.. Sound odd, huh?

Sound familiar to this situation? Do you treat one another differently? Added disappointment, isn’t it!

Tags: disappointment, down and out, Turtle

Can’t believe this is happen. Here we have, a beautiful, elegant, witty and successful woman.. Sandra Bullock. And oh yes, she’s my fav.. plus… my second fav, Jesse James of West Coast Custom. (yes, he does customised cars.)

Then we have this woman(below) who looks like a peacock or iguana, with tatoo all over her body. Don’t ask me her name or profession….

Now, beat this equation. Apparently, Sandra’s husband Jesse James, had an affair with this peacock for 11 months..

Oh man. What was he thinking of?.. I simply don’t get it at all. That husband of her needs to get his brain out of his testicles. Just looking at this peacock gives me the nightmare (is it just me??).. I m going to sleep now. Perhaps all this will blow over tomorrow.

The fact of the matter is, you just don’t screw around with a good life! Yes, he should be held accountable for this mess.. Btw, your apology speech to Sandra isn’t good enough!! You should be on your knees in her front door begging for forgiveness on Live TV. So long as she hasn’t say it, you ain’t getting up!!

Tags: equation, Iguana, Jesse James, Peacock, Sandra Bullock

Well, it seems that some drivers in Brunei thinks that the road is build by their father or grand father.

Thinking that Jalan Tutong is Brunei’s Autobarn, they would speed up on turn with speed limit of 80km/h or above in their VAN!.

Two things they should consider before they start their adventure.  1.) Their cars and tyres are not up to it. 2.) Vans..eerrrrr…. are definately NOT build for speed and sharp turn!….ddduuhhhh

Just a post dedicated to him. Since he’s so hero…”Smart oh… so smart!! Someone should award this driver a medal of idiocy. He’s so lucky to be alive and to be able to walk off with no scratch at all!” After all, he turtle the van that belongs to his boss. Oh… and he forgot to collect his wheel from the longkang.. lol

Tags: Accident, Autobarn Brunei, Brunei Hero, Idiot, Jalan Tutong, Overturn, Vans

Oh.. forgot to mention, the website which I was developing… http://www.ihc.com.bn

Tags: Interhouse Company, www.ihc.com.bn

Today mark the first day of my proudest moment. Finally decipher php coding and put a new engine into the server. It mark the first day for our company’s website with new GUI and templates for users in Brunei to view our company portfolio and products. Lets not forget keeping everyone up to date.

To those tech guys in joomlashack.com, joomlaworks.com and joomla.com, who guided a blur sotong like me, thank you so much!! I truly appreciate your wisdom, knowledge and assistance through all those late nights and early mornings. You guys have shared so much in making this day a reality! Those mistakes have taught me the greatest lessons.

Some might think “Why are you doing?? or Why spend so much time??”. Especially programming is not my forte. Well, if I don’t do it, who will? The answer “I Don’t Know, oh? will never cut it. Its a poor excuse for not being responsibility! Situation calls for actions and solutions, not cursing and swearing thinking that someone will give way.

It took several weeks to figure out the whole system and reading php language.. Not that its my core job at all!!. The dumb arse which we employed to do in the first place screw everything up including our initial launch date. Although delayed, thank goodness that a good friend of mine helped me in fixing up a lot of holes in the system. You know who you are! Thank you soo much.. see.. I won’t publish your name at all. Dont worry.

Of course, these came at a price. Not to mention sleepless nights and worrying days or getting someone cross. I was so determine in getting this up and running, countless nights have been spend on the system ensuring that any loading would not bring it down.. After all, ITS THE COPORATE IMAGE, we’ll talking about. Does anyone care, some don’t, instead, might be complaining that I am anti social…

Speaking of anti-social,what an opposite effect came to be! While missing my friends so much! Talking about laws of attraction. A phone call came to me after work asking me to drop by for a drink later tonight! When I got there, To my surprise, all of my buddies were there… From CV, diving to photography!.. Wow.. talk about a good ending to a day!! Thanks guys/gals!! I needed it.. After a couple of months, we catch up old times with good old Tiger beer! wow..

Of course, I mentioned about my proudest moment today and beers kept flowing to me! LOL… What a great night it came up to be! But to be able to share my achievements with buddies who appreciate what it all meant, is an HONOR. Thanks guys!

A lot of you were so surprise and not to mention that in a couple of weeks or months, more will ask why I actually deactivated my facebook account. Yes, I did it! and NO! I wont activate it at all. Period. Eventhough its 680 FRIENDS in Facebook when I closed it. But they will always be in my mind and heart. I definately will miss good old Knoxfield College days, but its something which I BELIEVE it must be done.

Situation were getting a bit sensitive. Even ISD (Internal Security Department) was never this sensitive unless of course, Bullshit and defamation was part of the story line.. But we live in a age that you can’t simply publish a lousy lunch on a particular day and about  living in a past. Well, that’s a whole different story. Hence, the logical choice is deactivating and terminating the account.

Now, back in presence, oooh… too much beer.. Cant even understand if I am high, drunk or pissed! But blogging in the toilet!! Its very new to me. And to think Brunei has no beer.. Nonsense.. There is.. Just dont drive! Good night everyone and thanks for your invite.. ooohh… its 1.38am now.. time for bed!!

On my top list tomorrow… Kacau Asli!! LOL…. So good to breath a sight of relief!

Tags: Beers, Core Value, Corporate website, Diving, Joomla, Party, Photography, Proudest moments

As I sat down here close to 1am, my mind suddenly did a quick re-cap of amount of events which have happened in recent months! Although accomplishment have been met till now, however, I got a strange feeling that I began to turn into a hermit.. Yeah.. Hermit!!

Just a couple of days, endless amount of time have been put into our company web development. Its not perfect yet, but challenges have been met. Still, there is no one in Brunei who does web development!! Strange huh.

Before that, camera roadshow.. but before this, was planning for 2010… ohh…plus.. several other interesting situation have arised and gone.

Oh yeah, no thanks to those bunch of turd in Kota Kinabalu who turned my peaceful home upside down… Yeah.. you guys, sitting behind a desk. Ever consider sitting behind the rubbish bin?

All these seems to happen as we gradually move on in time. But I do notice though, that have never wait for anyone but instead, it teaches us lessons if you really focus and see it properly.

So here I am, feeling a teeny wee bit of achievement and re-capping my lessons learn and still sleepless, still thinking (too much) about nothing but time! Strange isn’t it.. I gotta stop drinking coffee and tea at the same time in Dafu Restaurant!!

Tags: Kota Kinabalu, Sleepless, Time, turd, Wierd